Noah and Mommy are doing very well. BLESSED yet BUSY 
Noah is nearing his one year landmark; time flew if you ask me.
He is almost walking, eight teeth, says 10+ words, eats like a BIG boy….
I am working for Wolfgang Puck and LOOOVE it! I workout 5 days a week.. and plan to get my goal weight by summertime.. I am gonna be a hot single mommy haha..
Well my buddies Noah is nearly 4 months now. I am about 165 and had him at 197 or so. I still have 40 pounds to go to hit my goal weight finally. I am in the middle of a child support and custody case right now. His father denies that he is. Really sad to me!
I need motivation to lose weight!!
I am working and going to school again
Hey buddies..
Last night Alex called me *shocking*
We talked for half an hour and it was a good talk.. In my heart, I know that he is gonna be here for us.. I dont know when. Only God does
Hey there buddies!
Here is an update. I am on bedrest now. Mr. Noah is giving Mommy a run for her money. I am drained and feel soo much pressure. I didn’t feel him yesterday, but now I do. I went to the hospital and yep my baby is dropping and cervix is still closed.. So he is starting to get ready to arrive!
Pray he cooks fully
Hey Buddies
Noah is gonna be here in 12-13 weeks. My doctor is very proud of me for gaining the right amount of weight and staying healthy.. She says I look excellent and Noah is finally gaining weight too :) I am finally seeing my doctor every two weeks too. I have a social worker now. She says my depression is gone, but my anxiety is high.. I need to go for more walks and hit the gym again. Put the ipod on and dance! I need to find a pediatrician for Noah too!
I am not sure anyone is throwing me a baby shower, so as usual I am doing this alone.. But hey thats how TL rolls 
Alex actually has taken initiative to text me this week. He referred to Noah as his baby *shocking*. I am not getting too excited because if this is another game, then I do not want to hurt Noah. He did agree to go to dinner with my daddy and I when I come up for a visit. So lets see if he follows through.
I am planning to go back to school in the summer and go for an X-RAY tech program.. The program will take 2 years and start FALL of 09
-Buddies as soon as this lil prince arrives I am gonna get back on track and reach my goal
xoxo
That is my Daddy and I from NYE
Hey everyone..
Well I am nearly 6 months and I am feelin as good as can be. I really started to feel him moving yesterday. Boy, does that feeling make me happy but very sick! Alex pulled a fast one on me.. He told me has 3 daughters and his family will NEVER know about Noah..He wanted to visit me and live with me.. I said not a good idea.. So then he disconnected his phone.. What a character!
I will have another ultrasound in about 5 weeks. The doctor said Noah was a bit small at the first and breached..
Till next time… Take care and I am sending my skinny vibes!
Hey y’all!
Today was my ultrasound… And I am the proud mother of Noah Jorden.. Yep I have a son!!!
Well my buddies,
Its officially 4 months of pregnancy for me now.. Last night, I came to terms its time to let Alex go.. I put him in God’s hands.. He needs Jesus like I love my baby in my womb!! I have also been spending a lot of time with my brother and father.. The above picture is my 16yr old brother and I
I am better off as a single happy mommy than a mommy that is always stressed out.
In two weeks, I move to Ventura county and get to live with my family.. Thank God!!
Well buddies,
I am finally writing again.. This time I am learning that no matter how hard I try I just keep getting myself into deeper pain with Alex. I suppose that no matter how much I try to make him happy he is still just a confused boy himself.
I realize that I am losing him because of our baby, yet I am earning a beautiful blessing only God could give!
I have gained about 14 pounds overall.. Most of which were from quitting smoking 
The past few days I have not been able to eat due to stress with Alex and other things. I think I am going to move to So. Cal. soon to be with family and have the baby born where I was born.
Hope all is well and I send my skinny vibes all y’alls ways!
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